Thursday, 01 March 2007

Lord, I'm scared.

My recital is a week from Friday. I have a hearing tomorrow to determine if I'm ready or not. As far as I know, it's more of a formality than anything, but it sounds more like a jury with a nasty temper.

The DeVos Showcase is coming and although I know I know the Chapel Choir piece okay, I still don't know it well enough yet. Uh-oh...

Recently, I've had to spend more time than I'd ever care to with people who demand respect from me when they deserve it from NO ONE. And some smart-mouthed Kletz worker decided to be rude tonight for no reason.

So much for being focused on my recital with all my other "big projects" completed.

Lord, I'm really scared, and I need Your help. Badly. I can't deal with this alone.